Paralysed presence...(24/9)

there is a delusion, a perception about the uncertainty, where the consciousness cannot clearly define the rightness and genuinity of an oberservation, like an exchange of external being from the perceived sense of oneself...This is a hesistate feeling of questioning the existentiality of to-be. Doubtful manner, and the symptom exaggerates in the morning of a day. A strange day when the clown is only flattered. Being a designated one, this is the thought of one entity. Think yourself to be different is the only way out to a continual acceptance of your hidden incapability and innocence. This is not a discouragement of life, rather a light diffusion of the let-it-go paralysed demotic presence.